Absence

I seek
Absence of fallbacks

Tired

Tired of these roles.
Tired of her defensiveness
Evasions
Coyness
Expectation of action
Retreat
Fear of advances
Fear of ulteriors
Tired of my hunting
Seeking
Impressing
Gambling
Offering
Hoping
Expectation of reception
Attacks
Fear of producing fear
Fear of rejection
Fear of opening up and noticing she does not want to
Tired of these
Roles

Together

Moon and lightning

Voluble

Voluble direction

wisp

at times I strive to build like a tree does
at times to float like a wisp

Act

Act truly and gently

Me

The practice of me

Sugar

Sugar sparks appetite.