broken toy

huh, when the confession comes
exactly... it is a *confession*.

"There's this thing I've been hiding
and when I tell you maybe you'll think that
I'm a broken toy and
you won't like me anymore and maybe you'll leave
and I don't want you to go, so I'm scared"

assumptions and assumptions
a deep groove of reactive behavior
notice
and feel

poles

men often invade
women often evade
may awareness soften, dissolve both

Continuous

Creatures of continuous experience.

hurt

In some memory

It is hurt

Given

My inside knows I am unwanted. It is a given.

Straight

Face it straight on.